Exit To Freedom by Calvin Johnson. Athens: University
of Georgia Press, 2003. $24.95 — 286 pp.
With God as my witness, I have been falsely accused of these crimes.
I did not commit them. Im an innocent man.
— Calvin C. Johnston, Jr.
The
above words were spoken by Calvin Johnston shortly before a Georgia
judge gave him a life sentence in prison. Convicted of rape in 1983,
Johnson spent 16 years in various Georgia prisons before he was
finally freed after DNA testing proved him innocent of wrongdoing.
The charges against Johnston should never have required DNA testing
to be disproved. The Georgia judicial system should never have brought
Johnson to trial, much less found him guilty. As Johnson demonstrates
in his account of his life Exit To Freedom, his first accuser described
her assailant as clean-shaven, whereas Johnson had a beard at the
time of the rape and at the time of his arrest. His second accuser
was found to be mistaken while Johnson was in prison, though the
state still refused to take that evidence into account regarding
the charges in the first case.
Exit To Freedom, which Johnson wrote with the aid of Greg Hampikian,
a Georgia college professor who teaches genetics and forensics,
is a cool, calm recollection of a man grossly wronged by a system
in which he believes. Johnson grew up in Ohio and Georgia among
upper middle-class blacks; his father was an attorney, and his familys
neighbors in Georgia were famous politicians and sports figures.
Though Johnson himself had bought and sold drugs, and was once arrested
and convicted for breaking and entering, he was gainfully employed
and living with his parents in Clayton County when detectives and
police surrounded his home late one afternoon and arrested him for
rape.
Throughout his shocking trial — the shenanigans of the court
room with its inattentive jurors and confused witnesses should shock
all but the most jaded readers — Johnson stoutly maintained
his innocence. In prison itself, where he worked in operations ranging
from clearing land in a swamp to the prison library, Johnson continued
to insist on his innocence to the extent that he hurt his own parole
by refusing to take a course for sex offenders.
At night, I cannot sleep. I again consider lying — not
just attending the program but participating. I want
to ease my mothers pain, but I also realize that becoming
an admitted rapist is irreversible. A false confession might get
me home before Mom becomes too ill to talk, but I would then have
no way of clearing the family name.
As we follow Johnson through his years in prison, through the long
periods of boredom, the sudden acts of violence, the necessity of
always preserving a defensive front to keep certain prisoners at
bay, we also follow Johnson on a spiritual quest. In his first years
in prison, he is by turns angry at the system and hopeful that he
will soon be released from that system. As he enters more fully
into prison life, he becomes embittered to the point of not caring
about the prisoners around him or about the injustices that he sees.
He focuses on getting parole and on having his conviction overturned,
but as it becomes plain to him that neither event may occur, he
begins to seek another exit to freedom.
This particular exit to freedom, which is Johnsons spiritual
conversion to Christianity, is one of the surprises of this fascinating
book. Deep in his despair — Johnson despises faith because
it is the purest form of hope, and hope disgusts me more than
anything else — Johnson goes at the behest of an acquaintance
to a Baptist meeting at the prison. He begins to read the Bible
each day, falls in love with the scriptures, and even begins praying
for those who sent him to prison. He prays for the district attorney,
the jury, the prison guards, his ex-fiancee. It is ironic,
Johnson says, that the surest way into my prayers is to offend
me.
In the course of establishing a prison ministry, Johnson attracts
the attention of the Innocence Project, a nonprofit legal clinic
renowned for overturning convictions through DNA testing of evidence.
Eventually, those who work at this clinic help Johnson win his freedom,
and he returned home to help care for his ailing mother, to work,
to marry and begin a family, and to remain active in ministering
to others.
Exit To Freedom is a story that should appeal to readers interested
in judicial reform, in our prisons, or in the conversion of hearts.
Most of all, it should appeal to anyone who enjoys a strong and
dramatic tale of struggle and triumph.
(Jeff Minick lives in Waynesville. He can be reached at saintsbookco@aol.com)