Last weeks busy post-thanksgiving schedule coupled with a midweek
rain prevented us from accomplishing everything we had hoped to get
done on the job site by Friday. Saturday became catch-up day, so instead
of lounging away the early hours of the day over breakfast, newspapers
and projects around the house, at 8 a.m. I was rolling down N.C. 116
toward Webster on route to Cullowhee. There was not a lot of traffic
at that hour except for yard sale warriors, working stiffs like myself
and a hand full of overly ambitious Christmas shoppers out for some
early a.m. spending.
As I rounded the set of curves where the Savannah River makes its last
stride toward the Tuckaseegee, I saw down the road a large, furry, immobile,
seemingly lifeless creature laid out in my lane. It wasnt the
usual woodchuck, rabbit or opossum variety of road kill but a much grander
specimen occupying my right-of-way and separating me from my destination.
I feared it was someones pet, turned out to run on its own
accord across the hills and coves while the owner sat inside and drank
coffee. Ive argued with many for leashed and penned dogs, for
their own safety as well as for their neighbors rights, but I
am usually met with the dogs need to run excuse. Ive
seen them run, and Ive seen them immediately stop running all
along I-40, U.S. 276, N.C. 209, N.C. 19, N.C. 74, U.S. 441 and a lot
of windy back roads in between. I was hoping some sweet child didnt
lose Spot or Fluffy today because somebody let the dog run.
I slowed down to a near stop and eased my way around the mammal, now
distinguishable as a coyote, a big one, taken out by an unknown motorist
as evidenced by the broken piece of red plastic bumper laying next to
the carcass, completing for me the story of the creatures demise. Coyotes
are not held in very high regard by many. Farmers, ranchers, sportsmen
and pet owners have shot at, poisoned, trapped, bombed, baited and pursued
them for centuries, seeing them only as pests, threats, competition
and dangerous predators. I stopped and got out to move the corpse to
the side of the road, out of the path of oncoming tires to prevent an
accident and an inevitable end as a bloody, flattened mess on the pavement,
a casualty of growth, sprawl and bad timing.
When I pulled the animal to the roads edge I saw not the vicious attacker,
ruthless thief or scheming villain but an exquisitely designed hunting
machine packaged in a perfectly luxurious fur coat. I visualized it
winding down a deep wooded path returning to its young back at the den,
mentally overlooking the thigh bone sticking through its fur and the
marks from some bumper that bashed in its cranium.
As a wildlife enthusiast, I know that many animal fatalities occur when
scavengers approach the remains of road kill along the highways, they
themselves becoming victims to 60 m.p.h. predators. If I moved the animal
to the side of the road it would attract others in search of an easy
meal, or it would lay in the ditch for weeks before returning to the
wild dust from which it arose, a sad reminder to all who passed of how
our growing human world has changed the life and landscape of the wild
creatures. I could also call the highway department and hope they got
to it in the next week or so. After a moments contemplation I
hoisted the limp carcass into the back of my truck for transport to
our farm and a proper burial.
One of the things that has become increasingly clear to me is that most
people like the wildness of nature, but they love the tamed and settled
built environment. Most would take convenience and services over forests
and field any day, access to shopping instead of access to solitude.
The majority of Americas citizens live, work and play in our nations
cities and towns, going to the forests and wilderness only for a holiday
of rest and rejuvenation. They come to the mountains seeking the peace
and serenity that many urban/ suburban areas have lost to sprawl, traffic
and endless lights and noise. To some, nature is best enjoyed through
the car window, a safe distance from any possible harm. I want to be
more engaged and in contact with nature, and thats one of the
reasons I chose to settle here rather than Charlotte, Atlanta, or even
Asheville. I want to be surrounded by the intricacies of nature, which
can include tornados, blizzards and coyotes.
When I got back to the house, I started digging a hole at the edge of
my fields, next to where I had buried the fox I found last year. I heard
a vehicle coming up the drive. My friend pulled in and walked over towards
me. What you up to?
Burying a coyote, I said as I hit a big rock with my shovel.
We dug and wrestled with the rock a while until we got it up and out
of the hole. You dont have to do a lot of digging in a hole if
you pull out a big enough rock. We finished our job, said a simple blessing
and walked away.
In these busy times and our haste to live full lives, we try get the
days work done as quickly as possible, often failing to notice
the wildness and wilderness that slips away through our fingers in a
million small ways. Sometimes we inadvertently or carelessly crush a
part of what makes these mountains some of the rare remaining rural
and wild areas on the east coast. I hope we have the sense and wisdom
to save some of what is wild, some of what inspires and sustains us,
and some of what keeps us coming back to the wilderness for more.
(John Beckman is a building contractor and operations manager at
Unahwi Ridge Community in Jackson County. He can be reached at www.unahwiridge.com)