A plastic card opens the electronic latch, but getting through the door doesnt
get you in the fraternity.
The building is plain red brick, and all but two of the 20 cars in the
parking lot are American brands. Its dim around the rectangular
bar, and smoke rises from several ashtrays. A dozen or so people, men
and women, are tending drinks at the bar by Friday at 4 oclock.
Small tables topped with white, plastic doilies are spread throughout
the room.
The initiation rite is war. Mike McClure and Carl Reece are members,
part of the color guard. They represent this VFW post by wearing their
fading uniforms at special events. Theyll be there July 4, providing
the formal side to the burger, music and beer gathering that will take
place at an open-air shelter outside. They do it out of patriotism,
out of old-fashioned love of country. This year alone, the color guard
has been a dignified presence at the funerals of about 50 men who fought
in this countrys wars, from World War II to the Persian Gulf conflict.
Like thousands of Vietnam veterans, these men still struggle to understand
the war fought against them when they returned from the fighting in
Southeast Asia. They gathered around those tables last week at the Post
to talk about July 4, patriotism, war and country.
I remember getting off the plane in Ft. Lewis, Washington,
recalls Mike McClure, who was posted for 365 days in the tense demilitarized
zone (DMZ). They threw eggs and shit at us, called us baby killers.
Reece, a dark-haired man who looks deep into the eyes of whomever hes
talking, says everywhere he went he heard people dissing vets as dope
smokers. People back home thought all vets did it, he said. Reece
served two years in Nam, infantry.
I came back and couldnt get a decent job. So I enrolled
at Haywood Technical Institute, Reece said. When I wanted
to use my awards and military achievements to get a job, I remember
what the teacher said. She said, Carl, dont use that, people
look down on it.
He shakes his head, still confused, still disbelieving: Uncle Sam plucked
him from his mountain home in the draft, ordered him to kill, and then
his fellow citizens made him ashamed of it, encouraging him to hide
his past like a crazed criminal guilty of some heinous crime.
That got me down because I thought what I had accomplished in
the military was the best think Id ever done, he said.
Ronnie Glavich was career military. He was drafted, did his time in
Vietnam, and came back to the hills and listened as people railed against
the war and those who followed orders. Suddenly an outcast in his own
hometown, he re-enlisted, preferring the company of like-minded men
and women who would fight for their country. He stayed long enough to
retire.
The misconceptions about Vietnam are still staggering, he says. The
movies have been wrong, he said, glorifying the negative, wild side.
I was still active when Platoon came out, and we blackballed
it. Every bad scene they could imagine they put in, he said. It
just wasnt like that.
Reece remembered the scene where the soldiers killed villagers, nearly
starting a massacre.
We didnt all kill the mama sans and the papa sans. It happened,
but we didnt all do it, he said.
McClure was an artillery soldier, lobbing shells from big guns at unseen
targets miles away. Orders would come down to destroy villages suspected
of harboring the Viet Cong. He never saw the victims.
We would shell all night long, put around 600 rounds into the
village.
They recalled tiptoeing through the jungle, going two weeks just walking
through a particular area. Then, a sudden few minutes of life-and-death
firefighting, many targets unseen. They contrasted that to the war fought
by men like Hub Tate. Hub is old, probably in his 80s, was wounded three
times in WWII, uses a cane, and strains to listen as the younger men
tell their war stories. As all eyes turn to him, he talks slowly.
I was in the fourth round of troops coming into Normandy. When
we came in, we were walking on blood and dead men, that deep.
He stops talking and lifts a sleeveless arm, one hand karate chop style
to the inside of other elbow, eighteen inches of sacrificial death.
We just kept going until we were out of it.
Hub came home to parades and hero worship. McClure, Glavich, Reece,
and countless others, were met on the tarmac by tossed eggs full of
scorn and confusion.
McClure is a big man, and he points to my recorder and motions to turn
it off. They speak, a little more quietly, about a man they looked up
to as kids, a man who was drafted, finished boot camp, and then fled
to Canada. Hes been there since. Around this table there is a
general condemnation. They talk about rich kids who got Reserve and
National Guard status, of people who stayed in college to avoid fighting.
Again, there is obvious resentment. I ask point blank if those kinds
of feelings have softened over the years, and they answer just as bluntly:
No, not knowing what they know, not going through what they went through.
They were drafted and fulfilled the call knowing they would be on a
military transport to Vietnam in a matter of weeks. They served as they
were told, fighting unseen enemies in steamy jungles, survived and came
home. No running. No dodging. Its what you do.
Perhaps todays young Americans dont understand, dont
appreciate what veterans have done and what Independence Day stands
for. Perhaps, but Glavich isnt so sure. Maybe, he says, in the
last few years, theres been a change. As the turbulence of that
era fades to history, appreciation may be replacing the divisiveness.
Some time in the future, he says, that kind of social chaos mixed with
war will repeat itself. He likes to think there are young people around
today who will answer the call in the midst of the confusion. Such thoughts
are reassuring as we prepare to celebrate July 4.
His own son, in his early 20s, was sitting with Glavich at the bar only
minutes earlier. He was gone now, had left the Post, but Glavich smiled
as he thought of him.
He was raised a military brat. He doesnt want to go in,
but if it came down to it and he was needed, I think hed be one
of the first ones.
(Scott McLeod can be reached at info@smokymountainnews.com)