Scent of magnolia
Sweet and fresh,
then the sudden stink
of burning flesh.
Its late Wednesday evening, and jazz diva Cassandra Wilson covers
the song Strange Fruit on the stereo, her blue notes echoing
through a quiet house. The tune was made a standard by Billie Holiday;
it describes the scene of a lynching in minute, ironic detail.
Wilsons voice is low and sweet, like blackstrap molasses, closer
to the truth than most sweetnesses because so much bitterness is also
there.
This is a nice version, says James, a guest. Marianne
Faithfull also does a good version, and so do the Cocteau Twins.
The conversation moves on to the macabre compositions of Kurt Weill
Mack the Knife, spreading pools of blood and so forth. These are dark
subjects for a morbid day, a day tinted by clouds of depression drifting
from the scene of the most spectacular lynching of all.
Thousands are dead in New York in the name of superstition, and a country
with a proud tradition of creative killing is transfixed, unaccustomed
to dealing with death as an import.
The image of an airliner banking sharply into a shining office tower
is frozen in our minds for good, like the dead baby in Oklahoma City,
and the fuselage on the ground in Lockerbie. Seared into our minds like
Wounded Knee and Hiroshima, like the Life Magazine image of a dark-skinned
man chained to a Mississippi tree, twisted in death, with rivulets of
blood angling across his torso.
During the two decades between 1890 and 1910, there were more than 2,000
documented lynchings in the American South. Hangings, shootings, drownings
and draggings. Not a single conviction came in any of these cases. Not
one. The line between violence and entertainment began to blur —
it was just something else to do on a hometown Saturday night.
By Wednesday night, one television network has packaged the New York
tragedy for resale as Americas New War! and people
scramble to sell pieces of the debris on Ebay. Soon, on another network,
there appears a photo-collage of death and destruction, placed music
video-style over the sound of New York Minute, a 1980s pop
song. Other tunes show up on the radio, with sappy lyrics and dubbed
snatches of panicked 911 calls.
Meanwhile, a London newspaper reports that the Afghan government is
groveling for mercy. No factory in our country is worth the price
of the missiles youll fire at us, an official says.
The British reporter points out that if America chooses to bomb
Afghanistan back into the Stone Age, it wont have far to
go. War and drought-ravaged and subject to the whims of a violent theocracy,
Afghanistan is described as a beautiful, awful place, where starving
children play in minefields and widowed mothers beg in the streets.
Whats left of these people will be lynched for Osama bin Ladens
transgressions.
The phone rings. Michelle, a friend, left the Atlanta airport Tuesday
morning bound for Newark, but found herself in a mysterious holding
pattern over Virginia, and was then unceremoniously plopped in Raleigh.
A day later, shes given up on her trip and has tickets home.
OK, I say without thinking, what time does your plane
land?
My plane rolls into the Greyhound bus station at 3 a.m.,
she says.
Later, I drive to pick her up, brooding and wondering at the sight of
a blood-red crescent moon in the sky over Canton — a box knife
slash in the thick September fog.
I wonder, like many, how it might feel to lose a loved one in such a
violent, hateful way. We can only wonder at it from a distance, and
dread the prospect of the coming weeks, when the media will try to do
the impossible; to narrow that distance with a thousand sentimental
video clips.
As I drive, AM radio stations from Cincinnati, Chicago and New York
give telling snatches of news and thoughtfulness, sandwiched in between
vast expressions of outrage and banality.
How many of the hijackers received some of their training from American
sources, asks one caller, before being shouted down. A good number,
probably — its one of the prices of our free society. Its
also a matter of government policy, though; we encourage and practice
violence when it suits us, and it suits us frequently. We reserve the
right to act with unilateral ferocity to further our own interests,
then were surprised when others follow our lead.
The lighted sign over a truck stop flashes: President Bush, do
whatever it takes.
What it takes to do what? The hijackers in New York killed some 5,000
innocent people to further their warped view of Islam. We have bombed
and killed women and children to keep gas prices down, among other reasons.
Where does the difference lie?
Another caller points out that we judge ourselves by our ideals, others
by their actions.
A big slice of our economic pie comes from the sales of arms overseas.
American arms makers profit handsomely from the deaths of innocent people
around the world, then the same companies buy full page newspaper ads
to express their sadness and outrage when the seeds theyve sown
in foreign lands help produce bitter fruit in the streets of Manhattan.
As I roll into deserted Asheville, the calls pour in to The Big
One, WGN, Cincinnati. Expressions of self-righteousness and calls
for violence are at the forefront, but the undercurrent is an unmistakable
sadness. A deep, black confusion, verbalized most often with the simple
phrase God Bless America.
How this lynching will change us remains to be seen.
But certainly that sadness will be the lasting legacy. Certainly now,
when we spot a blinking jet sliding silently through the night sky,
our minds will take us as unwilling passengers to this past Tuesday,
and our breath will catch. Well think not of the glamour of faraway
places, but of a loss of innocence, surely, a lack of innocence, if
were honest, and briefly, our own deaths.
(Bill Graham lives in Sylva.)